take my quiz

i know nobody reads this website anymore or that often anyway but i made the quiz on my aim profile too cuz i had nothing better to do. also today i showed the apt to this girl who's an r.a. over at thompson point and she seemed really interested in moving in in december. she seems pretty cool, not anybody i'd probably hang out with but nice. so take my quiz mmm hmm

quote of the day

"i like so many colors it's hard for me to choose, so i used to say my favorite color was rainbow. when i was younger it was jungle green. now my favorite color is umm...macaroni and cheese. (reacting to my reaction) No, Becca, you don't understand. That's a color in the crayola box. My next fav color is autumn."-Janell

apparently autumn is a color now

i fell off a motorcycle today and got my leg stuck in the wheel

it fell on its side. not to worry tho, the bike was only going about 2 mph when it fell. i got kinda traumatized. my leg was in the wheel and it was still turning-if we'd been going 50 or s/t im sure i would have lost my leg, so as u can imagine i was a little scared. but the only reason why it fell over was b/c of where we were driving it. me and keith rode to the orchards today and decided it would be a good idea to eat some leftover apples and then drive between the trees on his bike. we tried going up hill in a field with a bunch of rotten apples on the ground, and it didn't work so well. i guess u live and u learn. it was a good time tho. and i found an excellent golden delicious on top of everything. tell me, what more could u ask for?

the weekend

you know i really can't talk much about friday, as i made a drunken fool out of myself. those stories are for only a few sets of ears. needless to say, sat i was extremely hungover all day and ecstatic at the idea of going to a haunted house over partying. me, ashley, seth, luke, and porcia who was visting for weekend, piled in a car and rode to paducah to talon falls. (link posted above). we did not make it to both the haunted city and the haunted house b/c keith and his friends decided five mins before we left that they wanted to go (and hold us up) so we didn't have time. soemtimes he really annoys me, but what r u gonna do? the important thing is we still had a good time. porcia and i were very scared. ashley held me the entire time. and in the beginning luke was doing the same thing to seth-that is until seth was kicked out of the house for being too drunk and going the wrong way. on the way back from kty we stopped at metropolis to take a couple pics with superman. all in all it was a fun nite, and i got about a half hr of sleep (another story). the next day porcia and i went over to her gmas in murphysboro and i ate the first truly delicious meal in a very long time. hopefully she will come down here next semester so i can have these meals more often. i also don't mind hanging out with her family even tho they are adults they are cool as hell. they encouraged me to sleep on their couch if i hadnt got enough sleep, and i took advantage of this. i can't even act like i am hungover too much at home with mom, i dont know how she would act let alone if porcia came over and was bitching about having a long nite. of course i wasn't actually hungover i was just hanging with the ex (which isnt even a good term considering we were never together but makes me look better). we didn't get in a fight this time so it means next weekend or two i'll have a better story. y we still talk to each other is beyond me and i think even him-i guess we're just truly that pathetic. on an end note-i was talking to one of my english teachers today after class (this statement would make me appear to be a butt licker but in actuality it is my teacher who licks my butt) and casually mentioned the ordeal i had with the house. she proceeded to tell me that she had to move from her old office in faner (on the second floor i might add) b/c it had black mold growing and was making her sick. i told her that whole building should be condemned and she agreed with me, but said she wasn't going to do it b/c she wants to receive a raise in her salary.

idk y i feel the need to say this, but i suppose it's b/c im developing a complex as mom would say. (dont tell michaela she's big even tho she's proud of it, she'll develop a complex). so i am defending myself to a comment that deborah made a couple of days ago-a couple days late i suppose. it is in reference to me dropping spanish. "big surprise" deb says. well guess what, i might have been a somewhat lazy student last year/my whole life but last year it was cuz i was getting over dad and realizing that the parents handed to me were shit. as far as highschool was concerned, i have issues with not being smart in every subject. but now i am done feeling sorry for myself, and have become quite studious. last week i was literally in the library every nite but friday sat and sun with a FEVER i might add. and i was there for at least four hours each nite. but i am dropping spanish b/c it is like calculus 3, and about 15 other people who are majoring in spanish have also dropped the course cuz it is so hard. maybe i will take it next year (not offered in spring) with a different teacher, but it is a week away from midterm and i have failed every test. i was going to take a midsemester class but none fit in with my schedule, and none go towards anything i need either. i still am considering taking a photo class at 8 at nite tho cuz i think it would be interesting. so in summary, deborah and other people who dont feel good about themselves and thus look down on me: i am quite studious and please never make me question my work again. it will give me a complex. also, i only have 6 more classes to take for my english major so maybe i'll just drop my minor take 6 classes next semester and graduate this year. how do u like that idea?

yeah ur right i;ll never do that. cuz if nothing else, i should take a few more journalism classes and get certified to teach that as well. and there's probably some other classes that i dont know i have to take. otherwise it makes no sense how i am ahead of everybody who's in this major.

giant sticks, falling over, and a hairball

the weekend was a pretty good time, even considering i didn't go out on friday. i didnt go out on fri cuz i was sick and wanted to be able to drink for the football game. i ended up not even going to the game (slept), but we still started drinking very early for me-at about 6:30. nelly and i went to the rugby house with some new friends. there i found a miniature tree stick and was tackled by the president. the next day my jaw hurt real bad. i wont talk about our silence of the lambs encounter cuz its too scary to talk about. but then we went to the president of all siu frats boy's (who's in love with janell) house where a bunch of atos who'd been drinking for 13 hrs were. needless to say, it was pretty dull and consisted of the president googling at janell, the three of us were the only ones there who seemed to even be alive. o yeah except his roommate who shared some of his hair products with me. then we went to sidetracks where i fell over a couple of times. went back to the apt, ran into mark, took pics of his head on janells butt, threw a hairball around, and eventually went to bed around 4. mark also might be living with us next semester could be either really cool or really annoying. he said he has two big speakers and will be blaring radiohead all day. i like radiohead but i dont want to hear it blared every day. so who knows. my favorite person in the world is coming down next weekend (not u deb). miss pms! shold be a good tiem.